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The 2019 RasMuse

Rasmussen College Student Anthology

of Writing and Visual Arts

Cover photo: The Houston Sky by Mi Moua, School of Business.

 

Curated by Debra Bohlman, Mary Muhs, John Mindiola III, Vicki Phillips, Tammy Hopps, Suzanne Schriefer, Stacy Spencer, Dr. Matthew Segaard, and Dr. Christian Wright.

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Designed by Rachel Hermanson and Lisette Vargas. Produced by John Mindiola III.

A Boy and His Tiger

By Christopher Sherman

School of Business

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            Once upon a time there was a boy that had a tiger as his best friend. The boy's name is Easton and his tiger's name is Tigie. Easton is fourteen years old, and he got a stuffed tiger for Christmas. He lived in the poor town of Iva where there was not much going on except farming. There was land for miles with cattle everywhere. Poor Easton did not have any real friends and was lonely.

            One night after Easton was put to bed, he prayed that his tiger could become his real friend so he would have someone to talk to. Easton fell asleep quickly after saying his prays and closing his eyes. The next morning was Saturday, and his mother woke him for breakfast. He grabbed his tiger and headed to the table. His mother had his eggs with bacon, grits, and toast on a plate.

            He was enjoying his food as his tiger turned to him and said, "Good morning, Easton, how are you doing?"

            Easton said in disbelief, "It really came true; you can talk! I love you, Tigie!" Easton was overcome with excitement that he really had a real friend that he could talk to. He quickly finished breakfast and headed straight back to his room where he could talk to Tigie and hangout with him.

            Easton shut his door and began to ask Tigie, “What kind of games do you want to play? I have the next two days off of school and we can do whatever you want.”

            Tigie said, “I want you to show me your favorite games, and we will play them all."

            Easton began showing Tigie how to play hide and seek. This was one of Easton's favorite games, but he had nobody to play with him before Tigie came alive. They took turns hiding and counting for hours.

            Later that night, Easton had to eat dinner with his mom and dad. He was going to keep Tigie’s secret to himself. He finished dinner and brushed his teeth. Afterwards, he headed back to the bedroom for the evening. Easton laid down beside Tigie on the bed and told him about how school and life was going for him. He explained that he did not have any friends at school, and he was so glad that Tigie became real and was able to be his friend. They talked for what seemed to be half the night.

            Easton was awakened in the morning by his mother telling him to shower for church. He did not even remember falling asleep last night. Easton said his goodbyes to Tigie for the time he was going to be in church and ran to jump in the shower. After finishing his shower, he put on his khaki pants and green polo shirt and left for church with his parents. Later that afternoon, he came in the door and ran straight to his bedroom to find Tigie. Tigie was sitting in the same place he left him.

            Easton asked Tigie, "Are you ready to have a day of fun?"

            Tigie responded, "Yes! I have been waiting all day for this!"

            Easton pulled out his little race cars and tells Tigie that sometimes he pretends that he is a race car driver racing around his room.

            Tigie takes one of the cars from Easton and says, "Drivers start your engines."

            They played race cars and talked to each other all afternoon. Then, Easton's mom tells him to come eat dinner. After finishing dinner, Easton takes his bath and gets ready for bed. Tigie wants to talk to Easton, but Easton explains that he has to be asleep sooner tonight because he has school in the morning. They both go to sleep dreaming of when they can play together again.

            Easton’s mom wakes him up in the morning to get ready for school. Tigie tells Easton he wants to go to school with him, but Easton is afraid of getting in trouble if anyone found out he had a real tiger at school. They make a plan for Tigie to hide in Easton’s bookbag. Easton packs Tigie some snacks and things to keep him busy and tells him he has to be quiet, still, and not come out for any reason. Tigie agrees and hops into Easton’s bookbag so excited that he gets to go to school with his new best buddy.

            Easton then gets on the school bus to head to school. He makes it to school without anyone on the bus knowing that he brought his friend to school.

            After a while in the bookbag, Tigie began to grow impatient and wanted out of the bookbag. He knew that Easton told him he had to stay inside, but he wanted to play with him. Tigie thought to himself that it would not hurt anything if he just peeked outside the bookbag for a minute. So, Tigie unzips the bookbag just enough to poke his head out. He then saw Easton at the table working on his classwork. He wanted to play with Easton so bad that he hopped out and tried to head towards Easton. Then, another kid noticed Tigie on the ground and picked him up. Easton saw the kid had picked up something, but did not realize it was Tigie. Tigie was scared to death and did not say a word. He thought to himself how dumb he was and how mad Easton was going to be. He just wanted to play and did not expect to get picked up by another kid. After a few minutes passed, Easton looked back at the other kid and noticed that he had Tigie.

            He started to freak out. "What am I going to do?"

            He thought. That kid was the one who bullied Easton, and he was afraid that he would hurt Tigie. He was scared for Tigie and wanted him back.

            Easton went over to the other kid and said, "Hey, I think you have found my friend, Tigie. Can I please have him back?"

            The Kid replied, "I found this stuffed tiger on the floor fair and square and he is mine."

            Easton was furious and yelled out, "Give Him Back Now! He Is Mine, Not Yours!"

            The other kid said, "Make me!"

            Easton stormed off crying not knowing what to do to get his best friend back. Lunchtime comes around and Easton tries to come up with a plan to get his friend back. He knew he could go tell the teacher, but then he would get in trouble for bringing Tigie to school. He remembered that his mom said to him not to take his toys to school. Easton began to eat lunch and could only think about how scared Tigie must be and wanted him back. He was about finished eating lunch went he thought of a plan to get Tigie back. This plan would be risky but worth it if it meant he got Tigie back.

            After lunch, the kids all went out for recess and Easton asked his teacher if he could go to the bathroom. She told him he could and he headed in with only one thing on this mind, to get Tigie back and take him home so this never happened again. He liked the idea of having Tigie at school but not if he had a chance of losing him forever. Instead of Easton going to the bathroom, he headed to the classroom where the other kid left Tigie in his desk. Easton gets to the room to find out the door to the classroom was locked. He was devastated and began to cry as he dropped to his knees. A custodian saw Easton crying in front of his classroom and asked him what was going on.

            He replied, "I left my best friend, Tigie in the classroom and I want to play with him for recess. He is my only friend and I want him so bad.”

            The lady unlocked the door for Easton long enough to go to the other kid’s desk and grab Tigie. She told Easton not to tell anyone that she let him in the room and sent him back outside.

            Easton held Tigie close for the whole recess and as soon as they all got back to the room, he kissed Tigie and put him back in his bookbag and said, “I love you Tigie; please stay until school is over and we can play. I do not want to lose you.” Tigie replied, “I will not move a muscle until you tell me too.”

            Easton hops on the school bus to head home at the end of the school day and looks inside his bookbag to make sure Tigie was still there which he was. The bus gets to Easton’s house and he gets off the bus and opens the bag. Tigie begins to tell Easton how scared he was when Easton picks him up and hugs him.

            “I am never going to bring you to school again,” said Easton. “I was terrified that I lost you forever. You are my best friend forever.”

            Easton and Tigie began to play cars again and were happy to have one another back forever.

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The End

A Boy and His Tiger

YinYang

By Leslie Angell

School of Technology

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YinYang

Bloom

By Iesha Nance

School of Nursing

Ovals of grey falling from the sky carry so much like the ocean of depth.

The sound of the patter mocks the beat of emotion beyond the walls of my chest.

Yellow boots dancing in the puddle, such nostalgic emersions.

The earthy, sweet, aroma lifting spirits; a compelling conversion

The thunder spurs my attention.

 

Do you ever crave the rain? Wait for the rise or set of the sun?

Give thought to ways of nature that require a moment of intention?

 

It's fascinating, you know, how things in life can take your attention and allow you to feel a particular way.

Natural, uninhibited beauty of what is supposed to be, the artistry in the gloom, the spectrums of grey.

The flowers bloom from this small act of grace

from both the sun and rain

I give myself to this change. I let it capture me. Like the seasons fade.

If anything can make me feel in the present yet so far away, it's the ways of nature; a natural masterpiece

fearfully and wonderfully made.

Bloom

Zen

By Jamie Busgens

School of Business

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Zen

SNUC

By Tiffany Ortiz

School of Education

SNUC

(Sino-Nasal Undifferentiated Carcinoma)

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I go down to get my textbooks for school came back.

Everyone in the household’s eyes are filled with tears.

Demanding everyone to tell me what’s going on, everyone refuses.

I’m clueless and frustrated.

Turns out what started out as a joke became deadly ...

SNUC came into our lives and ruined it.

It took her.

It took young age.

It took our happiness.

It destroyed a family.

They say the grass is always greener on the other side.

And I bet it is.

Until we meet again Sister.

SNUC

Waterfall

By Jennifer Richard

School of Justice Studies

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Waterfall

Grass

By Donya Kesler

School of Business

Tiny pricks against the skin, the smell of green earth and an opening sky above me were all I needed. It was enough for now to lie down in this pasture, on this grassy hill and stare upward into the heavens. I could count the clouds and see where the wind was not. The blue went on forever. Close in -- near the clouds it was a soft blue -- a hazy blue, but further out it deepened to an azure touched with purple and then to black.

            At some point there were stars and perhaps other worlds, with other boys looking up and out. I wondered for a moment if there was a place out there in the cold where dreams collide and collect. The dreams from a thousand planets forever surprised by each other's existence, caught in some middle place beyond the blue. That was just a moment's fancy, though. The roaring sound brought me back. They were close. It seems I would not have the time today to lie in the sun and dream.

            My uncle's voice called out 'cross the ridge. I could hear it clear as water. He was always hunting something- rabbit, fox, squirrel or deer. Good man, my uncle kept his family fed and knew what was what around the County. He worked the summer hard so that the winters would be warm. Odd that I'd hear his voice though, he was supposed to be back home and not out here in the grass. I called out to him but he'd moved on chasing whatever was going to be dinner.

            The roaring was getting louder and I figured I'd better move. My legs moved first and then my arms around them. My head was heavy with the heat, and I didn't really want to leave. I pressed my hands against the ground and tried to stand. The ground was wet. My weapon had fallen to my left. I couldn't find my helmet and that was bad. The grass was just long enough to keep me hidden from the others. I think that there were others.  At least there had been others once, friends in green who'd climbed this hill with me. 

            We'd crawled through this grass a hundred times before. I could see the gouges in the dirt where we'd dug in -- support for something. I don't remember what for. The Roar arrived and pressed me back against the earth as sound and dirt passed over me. Silence came next and my blue sky revolved slowly round a cloud. 

            I must have slept, because there is a space of time where I have nothing but an emptiness of rest and then all I can remember is the pain and the hands -- so many hands. They pulled and pushed and poked. There was the sense of lift, and the sound of rotor blades. I remember that. What I remember most was that my uncle was there, sitting quietly behind the others, just shaking his head. He'd got himself a fine pair of coneys, and "did I want to come for dinner?" I must have declined the invitation. I didn't see him after.

            Fifty years would pass before I could come back. It took two years to walk again and three more to find employment, and those were the hardest years -- if we are just speaking about bodies and walking and jobs. It took ten more to find my courage and get married -- to have the children my friends could not. Twenty-five had passed before I finally dragged my anger out of the dark, buried it in church and got my wife to speak to me again. 

            So much time for just a paragraph, but Life is like that. It moves on and then you feel this need to go and walk the place where your dreams go every night, and where you couldn't say goodbye before and now perhaps you can. Nothing looks the same. Grass is always new. The sky is blue, hazy in the heat and I wonder how much of what I remember was heat, or thirst, or fear and yet I swear I can just hear my uncle's voice calling from over that ridge, calling me in for dinner.

 

The End

Posted on my blog under my pen name, Monday Grey.

December 2013

Grass

Blue Winter

By Charlie Blevins

School of Design

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Blue Winter
Aeris the Fairest

By William Carlin

School of Technology

In a Kingdom of light, where the sun shines bright 

where no playful child will ever know fright.

Excited they sat at the Table of Fables;  

ready for more stories, from Grand Elder Gable. 

“Grand Elder Gable?" the kids loudly polled. 

“Will you tell us a story of perils untold?"

"My precious children…" he spoke with such bliss. 

"…I'll tell you the story, of Princess Aeris.

With her magical ring and her playful ways,

she brings joy to those who’ve seen better days. 

If she has one flaw, it's that she cares too much.

From kingdom to kingdom, her journey's are such."

 

In a kingdom not far rested under the sea.

That is where her mother and father will be.

When the moon shines bright on the glass ocean's surface,

an encounter with Aeris will always be certain.

Mermaids gather from far, and they gather from wide

To frolic with Aeris, as they race with the tide.

From sun up to sun down they swim with such glee

Til a curious dolphin asks "Got room for me?"

"Of course, come along!" Aeris says with delight.

So it jumped from the ocean with all of its might.

Aeris and Mermaids watched the dolphin in awe;

Amazed at the wondrous things that they saw.

 

In a kingdom of sand both barren and grand,

Aeris rides in to water the land.

The Earth is her stage she's set to perform

This dance Aeris dances will summon a storm.

The sky growing darker, and with a thunderous roar

Revived from the sand; rose The Great Fairies Four.

Skylar, the Fairy who flies the fastest.

Gathered the clouds and shaded the masses.

Muse, with much grace, when her song was sung

Rallied the winds, when all’s said and done.

Phay, barely trying, carried water from the sea

For she was without doubt the strongest Fairy.

Freed with the love in the dance Aeris gave;

The Fairies gave the land all that it craved.

Sebille the wisest gave Aeris the Fairest

A wonderful pony for her to cherish.

"With the grace in your dance, from this hex we’ve been freed”

Aeris mounted the mare, and rode off with great speed

 

In this sleepy kingdom all snug in their beds.

Where no sleepy pillow lacked sleepy heads.

The clouds made way for the stars and the moon.

As a terrible goblin crept from its lagoon.

With razor sharp claws and fangs fit to bite

This menacing creature eats good dreams on sight. 

 

Tucked deep inside of your darkest thoughts It laughs as it churns and it summons chaos to the place where we should be laughing like jesters with kings. Yet you wake up in panic just to face it in sleep. Though you toss and you writhe, you just can't escape, this bletcherous Imp that has robbed you of peace. As it screeches and screams you begin to forget that you've had better dreams, so you close your eyes tight, try cupping your ears and you grind your teeth too, but there's just nothing left when the ground drops beneath you.

As sure as you’re born, you'll fall with the floor.

But your stomach jumps one last time,

 

and you fall no more.

A hesitant peace in the silence you fear

Then cheering and laughter clamor through your ears

In the distance a light breaks through the dark.

As nightmares are vanquished by her mighty bark.

  

The fairest of the land, she helps those in need

Gallantly charging from atop her steed

You needn't panic, for she's always near

Always parading as a beacon of cheer

Her smiles give light to kids in the dark

And nightmares will tremble at her mighty bark.

The bravest of the small, not 3 feet tall.

Aeris, The fairest of them all.

Aeris the Fairest
Open Mind

By Kelline McGee

School of Technology

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Open Mind
Riding Along

By Cristina Gonzales

School of Education 

You will save some money and will eventually get there

So request for a ride and push that ride share 

Every ride has a story to tell

Like that one time where you wished you could’ve yelled

Out of the window when you realized the driver

Was immature and a damn womanizer

Or that time where he made an illegal turn 

That was a lesson you wanted to learn

After the cops asked me to please exit the vehicle

What he said next was un-f***ing-believable 

My driver was spotted in a hit and run 

My ride ended before it even begun 

Sometimes I wished I still had a working car

But then my stories wouldn’t get me this far

Every ride has a story to tell

No matter who shares with you, they will always smell

At the end of the ride you will always feel wiser

And no matter how bad it was, always thank the driver

Riding Along
The Houston Sky 

By Mi Moua 

School of Business 

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The Houston Sky
Reflections of Me

By Cristina Gonzales

School of Education 

The Stages of Me; Gonzo’s Modern Life

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            My friends call me Gonzo, and it’s mostly because the things I do, say or have done have been downright crazy. Why did I decide to leave California after 30 years and want to start a new chapter in another state? Family members were dying of old age and Diabetes, friends were getting married and having children, but why can’t you keep still and be part of the norm? Detroit, Michigan changed you in a year and a half. You finally got your dream job of being a Childcare Director, but it came at a cost. You were alone, but not for long. Online dating and friend apps were at your fingertips, releasing a decent amount of fun and danger with every person you met. You were single, and for the first time, embraced your sexual side that California never gave you. You also felt guilty about having feelings in the first place because in the words of Yoda, “Adventure? Excitement? A Jedi craves not these things…”

            One night stands were new to you, and you did it with dignity. After countless encounters of awkward dates and 5-minute sex, you finally find the man of your so called dreams, but like most things, he came with an abundance of baggage. Is this what love is? How will I know this is borderline toxic? He would never hurt me. He wants something serious. What makes him different than the rest? Ankit was different. He was a foreign student with a temporary Visa and afraid to visit Michigan, until he met me. Throughout our relationship I experienced so many chapters and stages of our lives that seemed normal, but it wasn’t.

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Shock and Denial

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            Ankit was a vegetarian, but I met him at a rib festival. Talk about ironic.  We were waiting in line for lemonade when he walked up to me and asked me how much it was. After that, we somehow ended up in the same bed the next day and we were inseparable after that. I know we sped things up and did things extremely fast, and I felt okay with it. I always take my time; why change my entire life for you? The more we got to know one another the more I was head over heels for you. You are the most beautiful being I’ve ever laid eyes on. Indian culture embraced me like the smell of jasmine underneath your bed sheets.  We acted like a married couple within three months. Within six months, Ankit proposed to me, and I was hesitant. Would this work? How will this work? We are completely different people; will our beliefs clash? You assured me that no matter what, you will love me for me and we will respect each other’s current life to start a new one together. 

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Pain and Guilt

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            That thirty five minute drive every weekend was always the hardest for me. I couldn’t bear to be without you throughout the week. All I wanted to know was your lifestyle and your love. The Canada Bridge to the Windsor tunnel was like going through the gates of Disneyland; “To all who come to this place, welcome. Canada is your land.” It always felt like a fantasy with you until the honeymoon phase started to dissipate. I started to focus more on my work and the reason why I was in Detroit to begin with. You started to question my loyalty when all I did for you was accommodate to your sleep schedule, your late nights and your lack of communication. I’m not used to being in relationships, but maybe this is how it’s supposed to be? I was told love hurts, but was this the proper hurt?

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Depression, Reflection, Loneliness

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            My grandmother was fighting for her life, and it hurt one morning when I made my weekly call to her my uncle suggested I stop calling because her dementia was getting worse, and she probably won’t remember me. Work became work. I was forced to put in 60+hours at a 40 hour a week pay. I felt used, alone, and missing my family. Ankit became comfortable, and when I say that, he became this person I wished it wasn’t. He became forceful, manipulative, and he always wanted the last word. When it comes to controlling men, Gonzo does not abide. I know when something turns bad you get your things and leave. So why am I so sad for wanting to leave him? We made a promise to each other to love when times are good and bad. When will be both be able to compromise and move forward?

 

Anger and Bargaining

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           My aunt called one Saturday morning and asked if I wanted to speak to grandma and say a few last words to her. I love my grandma, and I prayed and wished she wasn’t in any pain. I told her I was so sorry for not being there for her and regretting ever leaving California. I finally put my foot down and started looking to transfer back home. My boss didn’t want me to go because she told me she couldn’t bear to replace me. After finally finding a new school and choosing a moving date, my grandmother had passed 2 days before my flight back home. The show must go on, and Michigan was no longer my home. I never felt it ever was.

 

Acceptance

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            Ankit agreed to keep a long distance relationship even though I was prepared to say goodbye. He didn’t want to lose what we had and had apologized for ever making me feel sad or hurtful. The first three months away were the hardest. Nightly video chats and text messages could only do so much, but some days were better than others. Despite our busy schedule and our 3 hour time zone difference, I made sure I continued to wait for his call when I was exhausted, and try my hardest to send him sweet texts in the morning. That’s when I realized I was doing all the work. I always asked for comforting things.

When I asked, “Can you please be a little more affectionate with me?” When someone responds with, “Why do you always want to fight about things?” I realized I was fighting for something that never really existed. I see the tan line where my ring used to be and I get a little sad. I do not regret the things I have done, nor feel sorry for wanting love and adventure. It was a chapter in my life I will never regret and within all the events that happened within the last two years I think of Bill Hicks when he said, “I left in love, in laughter, and in truth and wherever truth, love and laughter abide, I am there in spirit.”

Reflections of Me
Superlunary Balloon Ride 

By Hannah Harding 

School of Nursing  

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Superlunary Balloon Ride
On the Wings of a Dove
On the Wings of a Dove

By Regina Tyree

School of Education 

On the wings of a dove, sweet Jesus takes my soul unto thee

Just let me fly to higher places, where no man can take me

On the wings of a dove, my spirit wants to fly to meet Him,

 Though troubles I may have sometimes, you know they can’t hold me down

When there is joy in your life, the Holy Spirit takes you too high

All I need to do is fly, fly, fly

On the wings of a dove

Duck  

By Jennifer Richard 

School of Justice Studies  

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Duck
A Love for the Future

By Damion Evans

School of Technology 

From ashes to ashes,

and dust to dust,

life must go on,

that’s always a must.

 

What seems to be an endless cycle,

for every person every day,

we must continue our lives,

in every possible way.

 

Most people consider it,

like the beat of a drum,

a never-ending thud,

or a never-ending hum.

 

Something that drives us,

it keeps pushing us forward,

something in the distance,

something we work toward.

 

For some it’s the money,

and others, the fame,

and for others still,

it’s the love that they claim.

 

A love for themselves,

a love for another,

a love for their parents,

or a love for someone other.

 

Out of the three,

the common man tries,

the rich one buys,

and the famous one lies.

 

We met out of chance.

Call it luck or fate,

whatever you call it,

it couldn’t have been late.

 

The timing was perfect,

we hit it off great,

one thing led to another,

and it was obvious we would date.

 

I made you happy,

and you made me smile,

that’s all that we needed,

to begin this long mile.

 

When the time comes to close,

and we meet face to face,

I’ll take you by the hand,

and lead you into my loving embrace.

 

With my hand in yours,

and a kiss upon your cheek,

I’ll lead us down a happier path,

one that we both shall seek.

 

I’ll hold you when you’re cold,

I’ll protect you when you’re scared,

I’ll love you when you’re sad,

I hope that you are prepared.

 

I’m going to be my best for you,

and do what I think is right,

to give us both a better life. 

I won’t give this up without a fight.

 

“I love you so much”

I tell you every day,

but sometimes I feel

that it’s not enough to say.

 

I’ll take you on that date,

I’ll catch you in my arm,

I’ll love you like no other,

and we’ll both weather the storm.

 

I want you in my life,

I want you in my future,

I want you forever,

you’re my greatest adventure.

 

But that’s far in the future,

I want to focus on the now,

because I love you my dear,

and I’ll always love you, this I vow.

A Love for the Future
Lilac  

By Amy Campisi 

School of Health Sciences  

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Lilac
Is this the End as WE
Know it? 

By Terese A. Holtberg

School of Business 

          As he sits and waits for her, he notices what once was a beautiful amber sky starts to turn gray as darkness reaps upon the earth. There was an eerie calmness, not even a breeze to whisk the droplets of sweat away that trickle down the point of his nose. “The sound, where is the sound?” What once was the orchestra of crickets pulling on the strings of a violin had vanished. Nothing but dead silence lingers among them. 

          He starts to clench his teeth as his chiseled jawline tightens.

“I’m a marine,” he whispers under his breath, “I’m Matt Strong.” Matt Strong is known as one of the strongest and rugged men on earth. He stands at six foot four and weighs two hundred twenty-five pounds of solid muscle. People would say his muscular build is similar to that of a military tank. 

           As he sat outside on the rickety old rocking chair, it made a sound like an old man's arthritic bones cracking. As Strong nervously watched Private Snow pick apples in the orchard, (the only food source they had left) the last bit of sunlight shined off his crystal blue eyes like sunrays shimmering over the bluest of oceans. 

           In the distance he saw movement; it was those things, those wretched smelling hunched over dead menaces (known as Creepers or Zombies) that swayed side to side as they moved toward her.

          “Private, they’re coming, run!” Sargent Strong grabbed his gun and started to shoot at the heads of those creepers.

          Private Snow dropped the basket of apples, and they flew in the air as she ran towards the bunker looking behind her at every step, hoping those menaces would trip and fall.

          “C’mon, hurry up; close the door!”

          Sergeant Strong looked at Private Snow as if he was going to slap his child for misbehaving, “What’s wrong with you? You know we never go anywhere alone.”

          “You left your gun, Private!” Those rotting flesh- eating dead things are out there, waiting, waiting to feed on us! What! What were you thinking, Private Snow?”

            The nightmare started two years ago on a rainy fall day in October. The leaves began to change color, but it still did not feel like fall in Ocala, Florida. A pretty girl of twenty-four by the name of Candy Snow wanted more in her life than just bartending and gymnastics. She was alone in this world, no family to call her own, nothing to stop her, and no one to crush her dreams but the one thing she wanted most in this world was to become a doctor. 

            One morning as she cooked breakfast, the smell of crispy bacon circulated in the air. The pungent aroma swirled through the house as if a fan was pushing the odor through each room. Candy poured herself a cup of that black velvety liquid she called coffee.

          “Ah, now this is perfect,” as she placed her cup down on the table; she heard, “Be Proud, Be Strong, Join the Marines” coming from the television in the other room.

          Click, click, bang! Her brain hit the jackpot! Her eyes glimmered like a burning candle, and her heart beat as fast as a tornado twisting through a home, “I can do this! The chance I’ve been waiting for has arrived. I’m going to be the best military doctor in the world.” Candy packed her bags and headed for the Marine base in Jacksonville, Florida to meet the Marines recruiter.

             Months have passed, and boot camp has ended; now it was time for her next journey. It was the journey of a lifetime for Candy. “I made it, Boot Camp I booted you!” she giggled quietly to herself.

             There she proudly stood in line waiting for her orders. She was but five feet four inches tall with an athletic build most women would envy. Her golden blonde hair flows past her shoulders, and she has the greenest of green eyes you’ve ever seen. As she waited for her orders she started to doubt herself, “Can I do this? Did I make the right decision?” Suddenly this handsome giant came toward her. He had muscles on top of muscles like a seven-tier layered chocolate cake. His beard melted to his face like wax melted on a candle. Her knees trembled not from fear but excitement.

          “Snow, are you ready for your assignment?”

          “Yes Sir, Sergeant Sir!” 

          “Good we leave tonight at twenty-three hundred hours, get some rest.” The newly Private Snow smiled as Sergeant “Matt Strong” turned and walked away. 

          The year is 2017; this was the beginning of the end. Private Snow was on her way to becoming a doctor, and Sergeant Strong just received his ninth gold medal, life was good. Then at 3:45 on November 25th, Thanksgiving Eve hell opened up and unleashed its demons upon the earth. The news on television was warning people to lock their doors, stay inside and don’t go near anyone that was sick. The government was closing down the cities, no one in or out. 

          Sergeant Strong and Private Snow along with fourteen other military men and women received their orders and were sent on a highly classified mission to California to find out who is responsible for this chaos and to stop this deadly virus that is spreading worldwide.

          “Sarg, the only thing we know about this disease is it’s fatal, contagious and turns people into ravenous monsters. If attacked and bitten you have 20 minutes before the transformation begins. Twenty minutes! Twenty minutes! That’s about the same time it takes for ice cream to melt and run down the side of your cone. How could this be happening? I, we have to stop this but how?”

          Private Snow turned to Sargent Strong, “It’s up to us now.” 

          The pungent odor of raw meat filled the air as the bodies of the fourteen military men and women lay scattered in a river of red. The dead sits gnawing on their bones as their flesh is flung into the air like two dogs ripping apart a steak. Sargent Strong and Private Snow barricaded themselves in the cement bunker which sits on top of a hill overlooking the apple orchard. When the wind blew, and that was rarely, the aroma of freshly cut apples filled the air. This smell was the only thing that reminded them of home.

          The bunker had no modern conveniences as back home, but it was home for them now. The cement bunker made you feel as if you were buried alive in a tomb, but it had its purpose, and that was to keep them alive. There were two beds with the thinnest mattresses you ever saw, thin like two slices of cheese and probably smelled just as bad. The kitchen is small, perhaps four feet by four feet. The bathroom was like a toilet in a box, and there was a table with three chairs. “Why three chairs? Do they think we have guests?” The bunker had no electricity and no running water which meant they walked downhill to the lake every day to collect water which they boiled first before drinking or washing because it could be tainted.  A single candle is used at night. Only one candle, it has to stay dim, so those things didn’t see the light and come running for them.

          “Sarg, thanks for saving me. Why were you watching me anyway?” said Private Snow as she looked at him with a half-smile.

          “First, call me Matt, since it looks like it’s just the two of us. I was watching you because if you get attacked and turn into one of those things, who is going to do the laundry around here!”

          Matt looked at Candy, smiled, winked and sat at the table. “Yeah right, Sarg oh I mean Matt, wishful thinking.” They both started to laugh uncontrollably.

          The months have passed and the seasons have come and gone. They must have killed thousands of those rotting zombies. They have not had any contact with another human for a long time. Sarg sat with the radio by his side day and night, and his rifle loaded and ready to blow up some zombie heads like an exploding piñata full of candy. He sat hoping, hoping to make contact with anyone, just one person, one single person.

          “We can’t be the only ones left. Why doesn’t someone answer? There has to be someone out there; someone has to be hiding and fighting to survive like us. Don’t you think so Candy? Or is this just wishful thinking?”

          Sarg continues to talk into the radio, changing stations every second as the unsettling sound of popcorn crackling static manifests into the air.

          “It’s hard to say. Those decaying things seem to be multiplying like rabbits and not the fuzzy bunny slipper kind, but we can’t give up Matt, we just can’t! It’s getting late, and we need to get some rest, we have a long day tomorrow.”

          As the sun climbed over the green apple trees in the field below, the warmth of its rays shined in through the slits of the boarded-up windows.

“Oh how I can go for a cup of coffee, what about you Matt? Do you think we can go into the city and look for some coffee and food?”

          Matt sat at the end of his bed; his back hunched over while he rubbed the Sandman out of his eyes. He was tired, and he looked aged, at least twenty years older. Matt’s close-shaven beard that once hugged his chiseled jawline now looked like gray straw you find hanging out of a birds nest. The sparkle that had shimmered in Matt’s big blue eyes has now faded.

          “Sure, we can look for coffee and bacon and eggs and hell why don’t we look for a sirloin steak too! Be real Candy, the only thing we will find is meat in a can. It’s all gone; it’s all freaking gone! Why do we keep trying to go on? It’s near the end. I’m getting tired; I’m getting too old for this crap. Be ready in five, Private.” Matt walked into the toilet box.

          “Private? Matt hasn’t called me that in well years?”  As Candy sat looking perplexed, she was thinking of a game plan to get into the city and out as quickly as they can. They didn’t want to be out at night with those creatures. Then in a split second, the static that was coming from the radio turned into something that sounds like a faint cry for help.

          “Matt! Matt! Someone’s out there!” Matt pushed open the door from the toilet box, tripping over his torn pant leg while trying to pull them up.

          “Hello, hello can you hear me? Sargent Matt Strong here, ten-four, over.”

          Then a voice escaped from the radio and said: “Hello, are you real?”

          Tears streamed from Candy’s face as Matt’s voice trembled, “Yes, we are real and alive!”

          “Hey buddy, it’s nice to hear a voice. How many are with you? We have more than a dozen people here in our little compound just five miles past Juniper City. You can join us if you want. Most of the city is gone and is overrun by the dead.” 

          Matt anxiously grabbed the radio. “Yes, we would love to join you, hello you there?” Silence, the pure silence that was so intense you felt the shaking in your heart like an earthquake.

          “Hello, hello, I think we lost them, Candy.”

          Matt and Candy sat and waited nervously for a response. Then in a split second, the horror of high pitched shrieking screams exploded from the radio, and the horrific sound of bones snapping as if someone was making a wish on wishbone filled their ears. Sargent Strong and Private Snow glared at each as their eyes were filled up with water.

“What has happened? Our only chance for survival is over.”

          Candy fell to the floor weeping as Matt sat with his hands over his face. Outside on the porch, they could hear zombies dragging their feet as their crumbling bodies banged against the doors and windows trying to find a way inside. Matt grabbed his gun and started to count how many bullets he had left as Candy did the same.

          “I have five rounds left Candy, what about you?” Candy looked up at Matt, her mouth quivered “Three, only three rounds and there are hundreds of them out there. What are we going to do?” 

          The pounding on the door started to become louder and louder almost as if a thunderbolt has struck the bunker and realization crept in, they might not make it out alive or even worse, turn into one of the dead.

          “Snap” was heard coming from the boards covering the windows as those decomposing monsters started to break in. Matt and Candy grabbed everything they could find in the bunker to fight those creatures.

          Matt turned to Candy, kissed her on her forehead, and said “Till we meet again”  and in a split second he picked Candy up and tossed her like a little rag doll into the toilet box and slammed the door shut.

          “Matt! What are you doing? Don’t; I can’t make it alone!” 

          Candy heard a massive pop. It was the first shot from Matt’s gun. Bang! Pop, Pop, Bang Bang! The sound of gunshots and the smell of gunpowder made its way under the door. Candy fell to her knees and put her gun to her head as if to end it all.

          “Matt, what have you done? You left me. I’m all alone. You were right; it’s the end.”

          The thumping and thrashing outside the door started to intensify, those things trying to get in, and there was no escape for her. Candy imagined Matt as one of those flesh-eating zombies as she wept. Her salty tears rolled down her face hitting the cold hard ground. She was too weak to fight anymore; she was giving up. But, then she heard bang, bang, bang, and bang!

          “Gunshots, from where are they coming? Matt only had five bullets.”

          A voice screamed out, “Hey you in there?”

          “Yes, I’m here.”

          “C’mon out we cleared the place.” Candy opened the door, and to her amazement there stood the men she and Matt were talking to on the radio as she looked around nervously hoping Matt had not become one of the dead.  She carefully stepped over the zombies; the smell was of rotting garbage swirled up her nose like a spinning tornado. The room looked like garbage piled high at a dump site.

          “How did you know we were here?”

          “I installed a tracking device on our radio and when those things started to attack us, we, what’s left of us high-tailed over here to get you guys. There’s safety in numbers. Oh, by the way, I’m Tom.”

          Candy made her way to Matt’s bed, as she bent over to touch his pillow where Sarg once laid his head, “Sarg, where ever you are, we were going to make it.”

          “Ma’am, I hate to be the one to rush you, but we have to get out of here, more of those things are headed this way.”

          Candy grabbed some of her belongings and a t-shirt of Matts. She placed her gun over her shoulder and exited the bunker.  As she made her way to one of the trucks waiting outside, she heard “Ma’am we have room in the jeep for you two.”

          Candy stopped in her tracks, “You two? I’m the only one left.”

          “No ma’am, I don’t believe so.”  Candy looked around as the sun reflected off the mirror on the truck, causing her to squint, “What is he talking about? Matt is gone.” 

          Candy began to load her stuff into the jeep as an eerie feeling raced through her body, chills ran up and down her backbone as ice cubes dropped down the back of her shirt. The bright sunlight that shined over her immediately ran away as she felt the presence of a large shadow standing behind her and the warm breath of something or someone on her head hoping it wasn’t a zombie. She was too scared to turn around figuring this was the last line for her; she would be dead soon, it has to be one of those things. 

          “I can’t go out like this!” Candy grabbed her gun and spun around, but to her amazement it was Matt.

          “What, you going to kill me now?”

          Candy leapt into Matt’s arms as if she was jumping off a cliff, “Matt you’re alive, how? I heard your gun, I heard the shots, and I counted them.” 

          Matt smiled at Candy, “I told you, I have to watch out for you. Remember, I need someone to do my laundry.”

          Candy smiled as Matt held her in his arms. “Now let’s go find a new place to live, this one’s trashed. You’re not a very good housekeeper.” Candy smiled, and the two kissed.

          As they jumped into the jeep, Candy looked at Matt just as if it was the first time she saw him. She saw that glimmer of hope in his blue eyes as she seen before.

          “See, I told you it wasn’t the end. It’s the start of a new beginning” as she laid head on Matt’s shoulder. Tom jumped into the driver's seat as he looked in the rearview mirror and nodded at Matt.

          “Thank you” Matt whispered to him as the caravan of trucks drove off.

Is This the End as We Know It?
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